Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Stop Smoking...

Today I decided that I will stop smoking. First step I took is writing down the cigarette breaks I take each time. And trying to make them as long as I can from break to break.

Next step I will take is to move to cigarettes light. Hoping that that will make a sort of difference.

I will tell you people about the other steps I will take in order to quite this nasty habit of mine.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

I am unique.

Well, that is true for everybody who is living upon our rotating blue planet. Including creatures of all kind in nature.

Yet, what is unique in me is that -- I assume anyways -- I recall my other life cycles.
It is a very pleasing feeling knowing that, yet, in my case terrifying. There are so many cycles I can hardly start counting them, all take place where I was born, and possibly when I due to die one day ( :) and begin my new cycle all over again).

Nevertheless, there is a reason everybody start living in the blue spaceship. Everybody has a duty to fulfill -- whether it is because of own selfish behavior, or whether it is to complete a much greater meaning in the big puzzle of life.

I fill my life with many things, and somehow, I feel as if I am being in front of everybody all the time... Not that I am such a great success... hardly... but mind wise is a different issue.

It is hard to know a person -- and most of the time we know people because of what they say, and how they act. In one stage of my life, I started feeling detached from all the people I know, and I never found out why is that. I still do not know.

As if I was beginning to be attached to a greater force than me, scary thinking, somehow everybody are connected to life in one way or the other. Everybody are being fed from the media. But in our day and age the media is so confusing. There is so much information which everybody would like to control, ask all the big cooperations that are out there offering their product to people.

In my opinion there should be a globally uniform organization which would guide humanity where to go. And offer all the relevant possibilities to people. People can get lost in here, :) .
Something like united nation but for information technology. And not only for that, who know, maybe in the near future people will start thinking about that.